Well since no one is reading my blog anyway, I may as well say how I actually feel..... true expressions of the heart

If you were wondering, in moments before now
if it's possible to miss someone you have never met,
know now that it is indeed possible.
More than possible, even probable.

I miss my best friend.
The one who knows me inside out.
I miss the Jonathan to my David,
who cares for my soul as their own.

I miss my Ahasuerus,
my Boaz, my prince.
It's as if I've known him my whole life,
but he's been on an extended holiday.
Somewhere far away
I'll meet him one day....

But at this hour my heart weeps for him,
to see his face, just to be near him.
Knowing not any of his features,
yet feeling that he's so familiar.

A sensation I cannot explain with reason,
and a pain that wrenches my very being.
How can you miss someone who you've never known?
I know not, but that without him my heart has no home.
Patience is agonizing, the thought of it antagonizing,
especially upon realizing that
I would wait forever for him.